Saturday, October 27, 2001 ::: friday well I meant to write something last nite after aaron and me went out for dessert up at times square. and he got mad later when he found out I had mom wash one of his sweaters and shrink it. so he's mad at me and no clothes, which is fine cuz I need to go shopping anyhoo. anyone wanna go with? maybe next week if I have the time... soo many ISU stuff to start. argh... I hate it all... oh well... gotta go for now...
Thursday, October 25, 2001 ::: *entering winter mode* well I really want a new scarf and to go skating... really bad. argh. have my outfit to nite in the orient planned! I say outfit because we (when I say we, I mean me, and maybe others who also decide to collaborate with me) plan to dress... fob. well I got the shiny pants, long sleeve button up shiny shirt, with semi exposed beater! lol! that's unless rich and me don't find anything better at pacific tomorrow, I've been so shopping deprived of late
Wednesday, October 24, 2001 ::: simple list of things that feel good =) 1. walking in a light rain without an umbrella
2. walking in a heavy rain with an unbrella
3. walking home after a rain with the sun shining a bit
4. cozy fireplace fire when its snowing
5. hot cup of hot chocolate after skating
6. completely exhausting yourself during exercise
7. waking up the next morning sore as hell
8. eating healthy and it tastes good
9. singing loudly and alone in my car
10. finishing a physics test, knowing you did wonderfully =)
Monday, October 22, 2001 ::: argh I can never come up with the right answer to the finite test till 1 minute after the test. I can't stand it. you know I bet if I was on better terms with the teacher then I'd work harder and do better overall. I think I finally found out why I don't like him. it's not that he's stupid, not that he's bad marker, but because he doesn't give me the tempo I deserve. which sounds kinda bad I know, but honestly I really do deserve it, I mean I'm pretty smart and such, do well, help others. bah, that really didn't get me down though. get to seel tickets at morrow park tomorrow... emm...
Sunday, October 21, 2001 ::: surprising I'm as happy-go-luckies as they come right now. and it only took me 51 days. =) to the rest of my frens who are not all happies right now, cheer up, things will get better. now I'm just trying to plan when I wanna go hk.... july 23 sound good?
sorry folks well uhh... its been a crazy three and a bit months. and yet it seemed so much longer. ugh. but hell, I think I've finally accepted a lot of things I really needed to. mind you this doesn't mean that my life is super, just that I'm okay in dealing with it. so now is the time for much happier blog and life. I've learned a lot about life, mostly the hard way. one major thing is to not life live with regrets, but I guess that's something you've really got to experience before you can fully understand what it means. oh yea, I'm going to take better care of myself now. yesterday I went to the chinese doctor to get some 'medicine' haha, yea but I'm going to get all well from sore throat and sickness. I'm going to change my diet to more healthies. no more slice of pizza everyday! time for subs!! they're healthy right? and I've already begun the exercises. so yea. thanks all for being such wonderful friends and looking out for me =)
