Saturday, November 10, 2001 ::: ... so I went to siu yeah with aaron last nite at richmond court at times square, gotta buy a present for coral today. and stuff... and work on isu and essay... so lazies wanna play more counterstrike but I don't think that's happening. need rest. woke up at 9:30 then 10:30 then 11:30, I wanted to get up but I just blinked and it lasted an hour
Thursday, November 08, 2001 ::: well that's the new blog title nelson was telling me about how teachers seemed to be able to read his thoughts on what he wanted, I remember that when I was little, my aspiration was to become a taxi driver in hongkong. which happens to be the new title. oookay. that was the plan, now is the back up plan. there really is no set back that I see right now. I could live a good life, not make insane amounts of money, but I think I could be happy. oh why can't life be as simple as it was before. I really wish I could do that. I mean I'd be living in a cool city and drive a lot. everyone would love my cab. *sigh* well there's your insight on me for now.
Wednesday, November 07, 2001 ::: nostolgia is sux0rz one of those days where you think about how things have been. shure I've learned from them now all I need is a situation to use what I've learned. and I've really wanted to know just a few more things, which I haven't had the oppurtunity to do so. anyhoo... I have ISU's to take my mind off such things which is good. which means more of bryan doing what he knows best, working his ass off for no apparent reason. yay!
Tuesday, November 06, 2001 ::: talking is good well I'm faring better than some in the harshness that is life, and that somehow makes me feel a little bad, which isn't right. it makes me feel heartless, how I could have 'forgotten' something that had such an impact on my life. perhaps its because it only had an impact on my life that I can put it behind so fast. not that it didn't involve others, just more my imagination and self reflection. but I'm sleepies now, so I'll stop and not talk about it tomorrow because sleep usually kills all the bad thoughts for the nite anyway
Monday, November 05, 2001 ::: what other ppl think well this is because my opinion isn't always right or remotely the truth. people seem a shock when they find out I'm 17 and still have 2 wonderful years of highschool left. coral's cousin for example, whom I took for a first year, turned out to be in third.
me: so you're in waterloo? what? first year?
her: no, third, (some program I can't quite remember)
me: oh that's cool
her: so what about you?
me (shrinking before everyone's eyes): I'm in gr. 12 at st michael's college school
her: oh really? does that have something to do with st michael's college at u of t?
me: yea, before, but now I can't remember
her: oh yea... so what do you want to do (what it really sounded like was what would you like to do when you grow up deary?)
me: comp eng waterloo
her: oh..
so anyhoo, I am 17. and still have 2 years left. really odd thing is that I'm surprised that it's been so quick, but also that it's taking so long to get outta there. baffling. and I have a new haircut. quick trim to make growing it longer, easier. however they way she combed it made it seem like I'm old man who stepped out of hk from the early nineties. riiight.... so I gotta wait a while before I cut it again. I decided new year's, but haven't decided whether that's chinese new years or regular new years. I'll write more in a bit.
Sunday, November 04, 2001 ::: my mood well I've noticed a few things about my mood of late. its a lot different, yes, but is it because something has changed, or that because I've merely chosen to change it and not let certain things get to me? and does that really matter? cuz will certain things just lie burried till they erupt in a large explosion resulting in the end of the world? hahaha. probably not. but I really need to get rid of some of the frustrations. what I really want to do is start sparring with ed and them. which would require me to learn to fight. which I am willing to do. and that jay chow is quite the guy. he has the most amazing voice I have heard in a long time. much talent there. so much so that I'm contemplating purchasing a non-pirated copy of his first cd... hmm... the song "black music" is really good.
I am Ulaw, no one's bitch (note: if that's not funny to you, go watch the one)
