Thursday, March 14, 2002 :::
kinda, stiff... there's stuff I'd like to get off my chest... man I'm so bored right now, only reason I'm here. la la la... sooo boooored...
Monday, March 11, 2002 :::
amidst all the crazyness I think I'm going to be all right. like I ever had a doubt =). today was good, I love music, its smazing. damn I think I hafta wait till thursday to get my guitar.... boo I want it now. along with an S2000, well I'll stick with the jetta for now, its a fun ride.
oh yea, and I want to get the hell out of this country, waiting for summer so I can go on a well deserved, long anticipated, and much delayed vacation.
I could go for one of those journeys of self-discovery things. right now I'm really confused. its just so weird, there's the one part of me that is sad and pathetic and scared, and there's another part that's cocky and self assured and wants to kick the crap out of the snivelling little punk that is also me. neither is good clearly, but which one would be better? I'm tired of having my train of thought interrupted. and I got the LOTR trilogy and I'm gonna read it, not now. its like I'm being stretched between all ends of the spectrum, feelings wise. whatever, I guess its just that the thing that always had me in check is gone, so there really isn't any reason for me to be one thing or another. its quite fun though. damn I want my guitar now.
Sunday, March 10, 2002 :::
yea so I was watching tv, and I have no idea how
so um, yea, should I be a doctor? I dunno why but the idea came back
so anyhoo, I think I've got to make a choice soon, computers or medicine.
one or the other. and I have to talk to elaine, I really don't understand
what's going on in x-files, shed some light. I mean now that its ending
you really want to watch, I probably wasted many years watching it.
blah blah blah, that's the general mood. but march break is here and I had
a party at my house last nite. was fun fun, and all the left over booze is keeps.
I think I need a haircut soon. I think I'll get my guitar as soon as possible, gotta
find jer and ryan to go with me. they know a bit more than me. jer probably,
ryan knows very little I think. oh well...
