who says God doesn't answer your prayers? mmm... he's the MAN! hahaha. for those of you who didn't know, i was involved in a traffic infraction last year, for which the court date was today. now due to my constant prayering, God decided to send his top man to help me out. Pope John Paul II. so i says to God, "please help me out, this ticket thing is really stressing me out". i get no response but i'm sure He got the message. so what does He do? bam! His holiness is scheduled come by toronto, which means that there must be lots of people protecting him, ie cops. so Jonny decides to help me out by occupying the officer who cannot show up to my trial. =) lalala! so big ups to the Pope and God. thanks for bailing me out again. so the lesson for today is to always put your faith in God, if you have faith, he'll take care of you in the end. =)
-the end
i'm soooo booooored =(
need something to do. went to ryan's video store yesterday and checked it out. must sign up an account there and start renting more moobies. mmm... moobies... sooo booored... *sigh* maye i'll go out later
Sunday, July 21, 2002 :::
whoa, someone needs to take life a little elss seriously. i leave in 11 days, birthday in 6. though nothing in reality has chaged from that post, i couldn't care any less. in the restructuring of my life that has been this past year. its really changed my perspective on things, but most especially how much shit i'll take. oh oh, today has been a day filled with weezer...
so i'll include one more. well.. two more! haha actually scratch that just this one
No one else My girl's got a big mouth
With which she blabbers a lot
She laughs at most everything
Whether it's funny or not
And if you see her
Tell her it's over now
I want a girl who will laugh for no one else
When I'm away she puts her makeup on the shelf
When I'm away she never leaves the house
I want a girl who laughs for no one else
My girl's got eyeballs
In the back of her head
She looks around and around
You know it makes me sad to see her like that
Please don't believe her she says that for anyone
And if you watch her go... Watch her, watch her, watch her!
from: [1/20/2002 12:46:16 AM | mittens b l u e]
rant maybe in your mind, everything's fine, but it's not. if one were to take a good look at it everything's changed. I guess it would be easier to think that things are cool and likely you have no clue what the fuck is going through my mind. for all you know, I'm peachy. so anyway I'd like to take this time just to reflect a bit on my life this past year. one way I've become accustomed to thinking is in terms of net, for lack of better words, displacement. my life has going up and down, and I'm left here about where I was a year ago, except I can drive, which is quite nice. but because of these ups and downs I've learned a few things, and mind you, its pretty much one thing. toward's others my attitude is fine, but alone I'm quite angry. why? I'm probably angry at myself for the stupid way I was. how much better I could have been. I really question why I did things the way I did. why I bothered. I'm tired of being nice, considerate, I'd really like to have something go my way, that has not happened in the longest time. apparently tickets to hk are 1200 for two (600 each) right now, and probably till march break. so I might move my trip up. but I think that a month in the summer will give me more time to grow, and return to school different. I mean I have no clue how I'm going to survive next year. there will be nobody, even less than now, which is really fucked. I mean I had no idea how I'd survive this year because of people, and I've managed to fix that by adding 2+ hours of cs a day. next year scares me. now scares me. I'd like just a little bit of security.
Why Bother? I know I should get next to you
you got a look that makes me think you're cool
But it's just sexual attraction
Not somethin' real so I'd rather keep wackin'
Why bother?
it's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
It won't happen to me anymore
I've known a lot of girls before
What's the harm in knowin' one more?
Maybe we could even get together
Maybe you could break my heart next summer
It's a crying shame I'm all alone
Not with you, nor her, nor anyone
Won't you knock me on my head
Crack it open let me outta here.
Why bother?
it's gonna hurt me
It's gonna kill when you desert me
This happened to me twice before
It won't happen to me anymore
Devotion Suddenly our shortcomings don't seem to matter that much
Your IQ is 20 points low and I'm no Six Foot Hot Look
All American Man
Sad to say I pushed you away
waiting for "Mrs. Right"
You never gave up
Devotion, waiting for me, you'll always be my girlfriend
I too am waiting for you, I'll always be your friend
I commend your stubborness
without it we'd never got this far
I am done with perfection
Chasing her leaves me with nothing but pain
Unlike you, she isn't true
She's got her own concerns
You never gave up
I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams (vocals by rachel haden)
I'm so tall, can't get over me
I'm so low, can't get under me
I must be all these things
for I just threw out the love of my dreams
He's in my eyes, he is in my ears
He's in my blood, he is in my tears
I breathe love and see him every day
Even though my love is a world away
Oh, he's got me wondering
My righteousness is crumbling
Never before have I felt this way
I know what is right, but want for him to stay
I must be made of steel
for I just threw out the love of my dreams
Susanne Susanne, you're all that I wanted of a girl
you're all that I need in the world
I'm your child, make me blush, drive me wild
Susanne, you're all that I wanted
When I met you I was all alone
Cold and hungry cryin' on the phone
You baked me brownies and said "don't you cry"
And gave me the coat off your back
Even Izzy, Slash and Axl Rose
When I call you put 'em all on hold
And say to me that you'd do anything
and all I can do is say that I haven't much I can give you in return
Only my heart and a promise not to turn
But I'll sing to you every day and every night
Susanne, I'm your man
