Wednesday, October 16, 2002 :::
As I sit there and think, about all that I'm missing, all that I'm missing, oh yeah.
did everything that I could ever ask for of you.
oh the past time it's been wondering how you've been, wondering how you've been, oh yeah, but the
more that you're on my mind
I'm just lonely and blue can't you see?
why can't you be with me to hold me tight, just being with you will make everything better and right.
chorus:
I want to have you by my side, you always make everything
and without you my heart starts to cry. how will I ever go on, how will I stay strong?
do you see without you my soul dies?
I stayed up at night, remembering what we had, remembering what we had and I can't sleep a wink,
cuz thinking of you makes me sad. I can't seem to shake you off my mind,
just wanna go back in time to just press rewind
*chorus*
you're all that I want, you're all that I need, so why don't you come and be with me.
being kind of down lately... i got 90 on essay though... still down.. ack. i dunno why... i have phone...here... maybe i should go spend more money.. but eventually that will run out and it wont work...erk... maybe i'll go buy my deck this weekend... i dunno, dont have much to do...someone buy me and m3...then maybe i'll be happy...
Tuesday, October 15, 2002 :::
man, why is life so complicated. picking a future is difficult... you know? i could probably live happily as a wandering samurai... i think that could be fun... and i got a rather interesting email today... mmm.... i wonder who it was from.....
Monday, October 14, 2002 :::
mmm so i didn't write about sat... okay sat was fun, my friends came out from u.. so we all got together and stuff... i didn't make it to dinner though, had to eat with family. so we went to p1 afterwards and then went for bbt. i love commerce, always running into people who i haven't seen in a long time. fiona now works at destiny, heh. i wonder who i'll see next week... haha i guess i will have to start making trips to commerce every week!!
ack. went to danier and found the absolutely *perfect* leather jacket *sigh* it was perfect... perfect fit, perfect colour, perfect texture... it was lambskin... so soft. too bad imperfect price...450!!! ack it looked soo amazing on me!!! *sigh* i mean seriously... it is the type of jacket that... makes you say wow! man i want it... i want!!!!! ack... its more expensive than my phone!!! and my deck!!! i waaaaant... and its not super warm either... but that's something else... but its soo styling... i want... man, and sooo soft...
