Wednesday, July 23, 2003 :::
oh i never told people but i watched this mtv made movie called "better luck tomorrow". at no point did they ever say "better luck tomorrow", which i found disappointing. but anyhow, the movie is... some poor excuse for a movie about asian people. like someone said, hey there aren't any films on asian-american society! let's make one and see how many people we can fool into thinking its good and full of meaning. like... wtf? i could have shat a better movie out of my ass. nothing can describe the angst i have for this movie.
so after watching i went into deep thought about the much better ideas for asian movies that i had. and they were just SO much better and i could have shot them all with a handy cam. given a group of people that would want to help me make a movie i could do it. if i had no future in mathematics (oh God i wish i do) i would so make a movie that i would enter into film festivals and own all the awards.
The characters in the movie made me want to .... do bad stuff to them. in conclusion... it made me angry.
The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face
I just made love with your sweet memory
One thousand times in my head
You said you loved it more than ever
You said
You remain, turned away
Turning further every day
I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened You laughed enchanted by my intellect
Or maybe you didn't
Tuesday, July 22, 2003 :::
so i figure i'll write something about my weekend. went to see bad boys 2. it was really good movie. it was rated r too. and i didn't get carded. i thought i would have been. did i tell everyone about south 8? well i'm in south 8 and aaron says no one is going to visit me since its so far. i'll somehow make those mkv ppl visit me since its along the way. at least i'm not in rev or clt. hah. i need some flip flops for the shower. omg and a stupid box to put everything in when i go to the washroom. that's really gay. having to carry everything in and out. i think i'll go buy a fridge too. gotta check out costco for that one. okay i'll think i'll give up on the new clubs for now and wait till later... maybe during winter they will have some nice sales. but now they are having some nice sales... ack. i dunno what i'm up to now, probably go play some initial d later tonite.. what fun fun
Monday, July 21, 2003 :::
why does it not surprise me that the thingy says i eat people... hmm... soo.. shopping for golf clubs is becoming a real bitch right now. i seem to have strange luck falling in love with things that are discontinued and not act fast enough to get it and then when i actually do decide that's the one i'll get there are no more because they are discontinued and that was the only one left. story of my life. sooo........that sucks... i guess i could just save my money and do something else.... bah.
Sunday, July 20, 2003 :::
happy 60k birthday to my car!! wowowow, you're almost as old as me.... so i'm starting to get my head around the whole v1 thing. i'm going to try my hardest to get the hell out of there for winter... haha. this is gonna be fun fun... so maybe i'll just try my best to live at v1 with no stove =(