Sunday, October 17, 2004 :::
i have never been more confused than ever in my life. i can't decide whether i should be happy or sad or whatever. its all really a matter of perspective i suppose. trying to be the optimist, i'd like to focus on the good, but to neglect the "bad" would be foolish. however all this is making my life more interesting that it has been in such a long while and wow. just wow. hahaha.
